On This Day in Pittsburgh History: February 19, 1968
“Mister Rogers’ Neighborhood,” the longest-running program on public television, premieres in America. [Family Communications, Inc.; The Neighborhood Archive]
I loved the part where he arrives home and takes off his coat, his shoes while he’s singing. I loved doing things in order and being organized when I was young.
Not anymore. haha
I don’t know why
I don’t know how
I feel so blue
all the time
There must be something
working quite not right
in my heart
………
spring brings the sweetest fragrance
but my smile has melted away
when will i ever bloom
a flower not so blue
Weirdest dream.
So I wake up in the morning at the sound of my alarm and it’s almost 7 o’clock. A moment later my mom calls, because I told her to wake me up, and then I can’t hear her clearly and I just tell her that I’m up. Then I set my alarm to 7:20, then wake up at 8. Between the time of 7:20 and 8, I had the dream.
So I’m in the car with my mom and dad and my mom tells me that someone’s mom had died. And that was someone who was my age and I knew her a little, but not too well to call our relationship ‘friends’. My mom tells me that she’ll be staying at our house. I ask her where she would be staying in. She tells me that she’ll stay in my room. So we get to the house and I run upstairs to my room- and there she is! She doesn’t look too sad, and I chat with her a little bit. Then she gets her photograph of her mom and dad, and she begins to cry. I tear up, and I start to really cry. She sees me and she cries even more. It was weird because she all of the sudden got a sheet of music out and she sang it to me. It was somewhat familiar song and I start going through the music with her. This is at the point when I’m like, breaking down and can’t even speak.
I wake up, thinking that it was a brilliant song! I had the lyrics, but they’re gone now. ahhh. Could’ve been the next “yesterday”. hahaha.
나는 마치 주님의 집 앞에 서있으면서 “난 매일 주님의 집에 가. 마음만 먹으면 들어갈 수도 있어, 매일매일 그 집옆의 거리를 지나다닌다구” 라며 마치 주님의 집 안이 안봐도 뻔하다는 듯, 들어가보지도 않았지만 집 열쇠만 목에 걸고다니며 자랑하는 사람같았다. 하지만 주님을 본적도, 문앞에서 주님의 이름조차 불러본적도 없었다. 하지만 오늘은 다르다. 오늘부터는 그 집 열쇠로 주님의 집으로 문을 따고 들어갈것이다.
이민아 변호사님의 간증을 듣고, born again. 11/20/2011
listen to 5 different songs of different genres each day, try to learn all melody lines and listen carefully to the arrangements.
Today’s songs were,
1 조용필 ; 이젠 그랬으면 좋겠네
2 Lyn ; Love song